I’ve alluded to the fact that I’ve been seeing someone for about two months now.  Well, we’re not seeing each other anymore.  We will hopefully continue as friends.  It’s just not the right time for us, he’s got a lot going on.  I’m pretty busted up about it.  I hadn’t liked anyone like this in a long time, and I let myself get comfortable.  I don’t know, it’s going to be tough.  He told me I’m awesome, told me not to blame myself, and I’ll try my best not to.  I’m not mad at him, he’s gotta go through what he’s going through and I honestly can’t hold it against him. I told him I’m probably one of the most understanding and forgiving people he’ll ever meet.

So now I have all that stupid shit to make Star Wars cupcakes and I’m not even going to the show. It’d be awkward and it’s his night, and I’m not going to do that to him.  I’m just pretty bummed and my eyes are sore and it just hurts.