December 2009
Apparently I had two of my songs played on the radio last night! Rad. And they were mashed up with metal songs. I wish I hadn’t fallen asleep. Somethings tells me I at least would’ve gotten a good laugh out of hearing myself mashed up with metal tunes.
I burned 500 calories. Go me. Time for a really hot shower. Who’s gonna wash my back?
In the mean time I’m at least really good at pretending to be okay, which is all I really can do for now. I feel like I don’t have a shoulder to lean on. but you know what, I’ve got my bike, it might not talk, but it let’s me ride out my hurt.
ohh fuck. I can’t take this right now.
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twodayslater:
xtashmanx:
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Thanks yo!!!
be careful, that’s how it all started. haha
November 2009
So, it’s two days later (har har har). A lot of people have been asking how things went, I just smile and say it was great. I wish I could better put into words how I feel. It’s hard to make a girl like me speechless. But I like that this experience has had that effect on me.
You were the cause of that smile, as you so often...
Off to start another final painting. I forgot how little time was left after Thanksgiving break. fuck me.
things to do today
-go back to the house,change for painting and grab work clothes
-set up an appointment to waive a gen. ed. requirement done
-go to career planning to set up a folder for grad school stuff
-mail a letter
-go to computer lab, print off color pictures for my next painting
-buy some paint
-start painting you, and work on my other painting.
-work
-research
“And it was then I realized that perfect exist
But only on a day like this in a...”
– imadethismistake
Things that remind me I am not a terrible writer
my ability to get a 3.5 and 4.0 on things I did not try very hard on.
“Flow is one of those words like love or post modernism. It doesn’t mean...”
– my professor.
I disagree. Love means everything, but it’s different for everyone.
What a way to start the day
wake up to find the rain turned to snow (which isn’t that bad just means it’s cold)
and throw up (not fun). ugh.
and now I’m off to class.
aye, I always have bad dreams when I’m sad.
can’t sleep.
I am being played on the radio tonight.
Not enthused.
I am so motivated. So ready to work on myself, making positive changes in my life. It’s time. Gotta get in better shape (this time next year I am going to be a hellah babe). I need to be a little less fearful of what comes next. I need to take it as it goes. I need to be more open than I already am. I need to re-evaluate my political views and where I stand, because I used to stand...
I had to write about myself for my grad school...
this is a rough draft.
I have always been told that I have a lot of heart. My ability to love and care for my friends and the people I meet is one of my best qualities. Even the people in my life who have hurt me still took the time to say they appreciated how much heart I have. Being a Resident Assistant at SUNY Potsdam solidified my abilities to care, listen, help and inspire people. I...
Bold what is true.
01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you. 02. You have been in a serious relationship before. 03. You own an iPod of some sort. 04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend. 05. You drink too much alcohol. 06. You have been to Olive Garden. 07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week. 08. It is really cold in your house right now. 09. You are extremely...
@loveylulu & twodayslater
rebeccarae:
how was your vacation?
It was quite fantastic. I may have not went anywhere but it was def. a getaway for me. Joey is an amazing person, and that’s an understatement. I’m really at a loss of words, it was good, it was needed. I am a different person because of it.
I’ll let him tell you his side.
I forgot to point out the watermark that looks...
feels good man.
This will be tough to let go.
(not you)
mollytov:
“fun” by screaming females
they lived...
“Question, you do, you don’t, you do? It’d kinda hot in here. They’re making pants lighter now I wouldn’t know I don’t wear jeans. Question? I SHOULD BUY A BOAT don’t ya think?”
archi-for-life:
misselise:
Imogen Heap| Hide...
(My) Top 10 albums, re: The past 10 years
symptoms:
No Knife, Riot for Romance! At The Drive-In, Relationship of Command Botch, We are The Romans Hot Water Music, A Flight and A Crash Modern Life is War, Witness Jim Yoshii Pile Up, Homemade Drugs First Aid Kit, Forgot ID (ep) American Nightmare, Background Music Pedro The Lion, Control The Weakerthans, Left and Leaving
In no particular order.
Honorable mentions to Explosions in the...
symptoms:
Dismemberment Plan - Emergency & I...
I am planning a trip. Syracuse to Minneapolis, Minneapolis to Philadelphia, Philadelphia back to Syracuse. Bus fare will cost $220.23 as long as I order it all long enough in advance and settle for the non-refundable tickets. I am graduating, I need to explore, I need to see what is beyond what I’ve seen already. Indianapolis is as far west as I’ve gone. Selinsgrove, PA is as far...
rebeccarae:
heymikewaskom:
Death Cab For Cutie...
A work in progress
“Hello Hello Hi!” He says with a smile followed by a small laugh. This cute dimple on his left cheek is such a beautiful and humane characteristic. He has the kind of smile that makes you feel like you’ve been drinking whisky, slightly off balance, a little dizzy. It’ll make you weak in the knees even when you’re laying down. He has the smile of a hero. To...
Don't you, forget about me
elephantpants:
don’t don’t don’t you
