February 2012
so you want to be a writer?
if it doesn’t come bursting out of you in spite of everything, don’t do it. unless it comes unasked out of your heart and your mind and your mouth and your gut, don’t do it. if you have to sit for hours staring at your computer screen or hunched over your typewriter searching for words, don’t do it. if you’re doing it for money or fame, don’t do it. if you’re doing it because you want women in...
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Man
I felt like I was making progress with getting over the whole Adam thing, but I woke up with a serious pit in my stomach and went to bed upset last night. Then I had a bunch of weird relevant dreams, even down to having a conversation with his roommate about records where I told him I story that I was at their house and asked who’s collection was who’s, and Adam had said “can...
I've been back on okcupid for an hour
and I already want to delete it again.
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Brown Sugar-Sweet Water Pink Boat
You’re so...
@theworstbitch
I literally just found out there was a Lush in that Rochester mall today, I almost peed I was so excited!
I still have a massage bar Joey gave me when he came to visit. And when they asked if I used such and such Lush product I was all “Totally, I was spoiled when I showered in MPLS” haha.
So excited. I need to save my dollars and go back soon. Needless to say I’m very...
Paper Planes Single | Beautiful Small Machines →
Banjo cover.
Got the job!
Was just woken up to the awesome phone call saying I got the job, and hell, I don’t care that it woke me up, I’m super stoked right now. I start training on Friday and I work on Saturday. I’m super excited.
I was half awake, half asleep, trying to decide whether or not to go for a run, and now I’m super pumped so I’m going to go for a run.
Interview in an hour and a half.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Tap and Mallet interview on Friday!
So totally stoked.
I have an interview for a host position at Tap and Mallet. It’s one of my favorite favorite favorite bars in Rochester. I love it there. I’m a pretty frequent customer and have become good friends with a handful of the staff, I’m hoping my pals will put in a good word for me.
I also found my rent receipt which our new land crazy insisted 2 of us did not...
January 2012
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“I will remember your small room, the feel of you, the light in the window, your...”
– Charles Bukowski
This sort of socked me in the gut.
Couldn't sleep
But I feel so tired. I half recall two little short dreams, so I suppose I slept at some point, but I just felt like I tossed the whole night. Looking at my watch at 2am, 3am, 6am which I’ve more or less been awake from since.
Shit, it’s like the only thing I want to do right now is sleep and I can’t even do that.
116 Star Wars Lines With A Word Replaced With... →
I really wanted to see “These are not the pants you’re looking for.”
Last night was the hardest show I ever played
I obviously haven’t been feeling 100% myself lately. And if you’ve heard my music, or seen me play, you know my songs are personal. And even though none of the songs on my set last night were anything about what’s going on, it still struck a note with me. I couldn’t remember the words, the chords, I felt like I couldn’t even stand up straight. It’s so hard...
WatchWrote a new song, it’s how I deal with things. I just look so sad when it’s over.
